Choices...

Ever felt trapped in something you are not sure you want to stay in and at the same time unable to makeup your mind about getting out. I felt exactly that way about work. I dint know whether it was the right thing to do... I mean it was, ofcourse the right thing to do - after all thats what we do. We study really hard ( not that i did...) all our lives to get into the best college, do the right course, get into the best organisation and earn loads and loads of moolah. But what when you dont want to that??? I know there are loads n loads of courageous people who do exactly that!!! They dont care what the world thinks of them, how they are judged. They make their choices and live with them.

I decided to give up something I am not entirely sure, I should have given up. Putting a lot at stake here more importantly my independence and pride, all I know is that I am shit scared and have taken the first step and believe me I dont feel brave at all....